__________feelingofdread

i just came home frm trng. super tired oredi. back's aching mad. i seriously tink there's smth wrong wif mary.. grrrx. that crazy nut. im starting to dread gg for trng, okayye. oh wells. here goes.

reached kallang at 145pm. supposed to meet fizah to finalize the details for our snrs' amazing race tmrw. then at 155pm, i called stan. she told me that fizah wasnt gg for trng. i was pretty shocked, so i called fizah up. sheeshness. was busted. blearghx. waited alone for the nxt tkg nballer to cme.. it was shannon. hahh. she looked so gu niang wif her hair pinned up.. lolx. farnie. she looked reall tired too. so i dint disturb her. waited for the others to cme. when stan came, she told us that mary asked her wat time trng was. so farnie okayye. i cudnt stop laughing. then we started trng. late.

we had a run frm knc all the way to indoor stadium, and back again.. was quite okaye wif the KNC-stadium-KNC run. but when i was on my first round arnd the 6 courts, i fell and sort of twisted my ankle. limped all the way back. stretched, then my ankle was okaye le. so we started wif drills. that wasnt so bad. then we did alot of defence work. was super tiring okaye. mary kept scolding us.. jan was so pissed off okaye. haish. starting to dread trng slowly..

anyway, looked arnd for jloo aft trng. saw her car, but dint see her.. then i saw her in her car. lolx. sho farnie. she was slping. smsed her, and she replied. hahah. so cute. oh wells. jodd was trying to bribe me into gg back wif them so that stan cud not abuse her. haahah.

oh wellx. chalet's tmrw. smth to look fwd to! (=

__________guilty

hmmms. i feel guilty for not blogging for so so long. *shudders* wondering how i could not blog for so long. but i bet it'd be quite long b4 i blog again. oh wells. jus love the new layout. its black. (= hehs. oh wells, shall talk abt some stuffs.

we had 2 games today.. played agnst amk (our all-along rival sch) and tkss.. started off wif tkgs vs amkss. dunnoe the score, but we played 3 quarts. i played all three, so by the end of it, was quite chuan oredi. i dunnoe abt how i did, but mary did not reallie say anything abt me, except that i kept standing so close to the transverse line despite being double guarded. hopefully thats a good sign lor. (= oh wells. was quite upset wif my teammates for some stupid reason.. but i told myself that i cudnt let that affect me. i had to concentrate. so i reallie went out for every ball that i could. i tried hard, and am ok abt it. but i noe i can do more. then for the tkss game, everyone was so slack lor.. S= mary was quite pissed off wif us. *sigh*

went wif stan, jodd, joce and shann to kfc to makan. then while i was walking out, i saw this red BMW turning in to KNC. i screamed. -- it was jloo. the last time i saw her was on tues. but i dint have the courage to speak to her.. maybe i shud lor. hmmm. i will. tuesday aft trng.. before her trng. (= hmmm.

when we came back frm KFC, we sat at the stands, watching the open squad do warm ups. then jloo walked over to get a drink. i dint noe she was sitting so near me. i was so paiseh-ed. then stan jus had to say my name out so loudly.. i was so malu-ated, i walked away lor.. then aft a while, i went back to sit down. jloo was doing pair ballwork wif pearline. realized that jloo's passes are super strong lor. hmm. must learn. (= then jus as i was abt to go say hi to jloo, as i had promised, joce said 'i see mary' then we all screamed and flew out of knc. i felt my face turn red-hot.. i knew jloo saw us.. everyone in knc must have thot 'who the hell are these ids'.. buts lor. haish. mary dashed my chance of speaking to her.

nevertheless..

i will try again.



and this time, mary CANNOT interfere in my plan! hahh.

__________thedayigaveuponyou

i have decided.














i am giving up on you.













i will move on.